Exams is coming~!!

Anyway, what I'm really into these days are drawing MY own comic and MATHEMATICS!!! So far, I've attended 3 classes of Olympiad Maths. Each time after doing a bunch of interesting and exciting maths which cause my brain to strain so much, I'll be really tired that I'll collapse any second. If not I'll not be able to think fast and critical enough, even my memory will go bad T.T This proved that my intelligence is still isn't high enough compare to the other Maths-lovers. But I'll not give up! I'll pick up the basics AGAIN since I've stopped Olympiad Maths for 4 years... I've already forgotten all the basics that I've learnt.. How sad.

Besides that, I'm really tired of my Add Maths teacher already. She's such a comedy to me~!! haha~~ She is just making a fool out of herself. The more she wants to proof her authorities as a teacher, the more she'll fall. wahahahahahaha~!!! (Evil) Anyway, I really hate her.

About my own comic, I really put a lot of effort into it. But FYI, this is just a comic for me and myself!!! wakaka, I'm not going to sell it or share it whenever I can as I've done for all the comics that I've drawn. However, if I have the urge to post it on DA, I MAYBE will do so, you know? ^G^

Finally about the coming exams... Actually sometimes I feel unreasonably nervous, when I'm in class. Everyone is holding a book in their hand except me. I'll try to control my own feelings. I don't know is everyone the same as me because I'll have a very unpleasant feeling whenever I'm too nervous. It's like I wish to crunch my body so hardly to withstand a imaginary pain I'll have in the abdomen and the chest part. If possible I wish to hit my fist against the wall or lock myself in a room and hurt myself. But, I WON'T DO IT!!! Because I know I'll be in bruises and people around me will be so surprise or hurt. I know this. Whenever I crunch myself hard, many people will come to ask is there anything wrong =.= But I'll say it's okay (if I say I'm not feeling well, I don't know what respond will they give >_<" so I rather lie.)

I'll pass the exams my way as usual. And the most important thing is I'll enjoy the feeling of having exams!!!

Kamio Chikage